I AM VERY ANGRY!!!!

i have blogged bout myself, school stuff &

relationship stuff but i never blog bout my family .

today i gonna blog bout it.

i am living with my mother and sister.

i come from a divorce family.

when the age 5 i came singapore

with my mother & sister.

in legal law my dad need to give us

money every month i think is 2k hkd.

but 13 year he never give 1 cent.

indeed he give us stuff like hp psp.

but when we told he we need money for school

stuff he will scold.

when i was younger my mother work day n night

job..sleep less then 4 hour a day.

trying to give all her best to me n my sister.

last time my mother scold me i will think

she is very fan and will hate her.

like think why my mother like that

and wishing to have better mother.

that was when i am inmature .

now if my mother scold me.

i will not hate her. cause i know she

scold me..her heart is still loving me.

she done alot for me.like taking me n my sister

all by herself . she can just throw us to my dad

and live happly on her own.but she never.

as for my dad i won't call him.

but this year when i going back HK

i will find him..and ask he buy lots of thing.

this year CNY he never call us or even

give angbao to us.What a dad..LOSL!

even my mum's boyfriend is whole lots

better then my dad.

my mother boyfriend gave us each $50 to buy

new year shirt and gave us ang bao again.

even a non blood relation person is better

then my dad.

i feel ashame and proud .

i feel ashame is that i am a son of him.

i am proud is that i am son of my mother.

thank mum for everything..

i will do my best and work hard.

to get better life next time for you.

i love you mum.

AWWWW i saying all this and tear-ing

shit i get too emotional!

people who read my this post.

please work hard to give your parent that love u

a better life and happiness .

and don't hate your parent when

they scold you.words of anger is not truth.

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